Friday, January 19, 2007

litrerature by Suman Neupane

Moment of Dusk
It was a moment of dusk when I was returning ' from the nature. Nothing was there to hinder me up and was shocked. I was in my own way and recalling all the moment or event that occurred.
Several symbol was their which was applied that brought the mass of fuliginous and non fuliginous resultant. The resultant was their ‘the solution of morality and non morality, sociality and non sociality and also there existing a mixture of symbiotic and parasitic structure.’ Several blossoms was their, who became the target point and the result published where the sprit of the blossoms was make demised. Though the heart weeps a tear, the collogues remained quiet and was locked in the cage within the limited area providing the four sided agent for the purpose to concentrate towards the vibration of their physical structure. "The social evacuees" was the title rewarded to the up coming offspring even they were respiring in the womb of female vegetation.
I used to visit their physics. I used to find the physical gloomy, which used to elongate my journey and extended up to their psychology. Because I was unable to create the satisfaction with its limited edition. When I reached there, I found self in the next side of round sphere and the condition that I found was full of more and much fear that was ever and even expected by my sorts of social structure before.
The physical nature was same as statues which was silent, which is silent and which will be silent forever. And, no symbol was remaining there for recovery which was incurable fever.
When I was walking on the world of their wants, desiration and psychological needs one of their candidates arrived in front of me. With gloomy nature, she requested me to carry her up in the world of pigeon from that of vulture. " Manage some space and take us away, we have no more toleration power to create the resistivity force for resisting the torture provided by the destructive diabolic spirit try to let us to escape from the world of cactus and provide to move towards that of orchids" was the prey of their soul. But it was me who can do no ever than providing a consolation which was the weakness having origin point on me.
It began to make me disturbed. Each and every spark of my day and night started to symbolized me a agent which have a way but no destination, a moon which have to depend upon other to maintain its position.
It made me unable to have a stand within the same position. So, I refused to be limited within the moon and started to step towards the sun Also I left to be the product and started to follow pre required procedures to be the producer.
It was my first experiment, which brought several, ups and down in the life system of several social being, it was the experiment which carry away the physical existence of several spirit and also the attempt which successfully break the ice and replace the several ex- existence which have been threatened.
It was a time when I have just started to step towards the sun, one devil came in front of me and create a block in my way. He applied as many procedures as he can, to make me limit within the moon. However, I strongly rejected it, as I never wanted to do it because just a day before I was waked and never wanted to be slept again.
When I did it, mass of agony was observed in his eyes, which were symbolizing that he was going to swallow me alive. ‘carrying the agony in both nature he came towards me and shackled my hand due to which it became unable to write, my happiness was threatened which include black and remove the symbol of bright as only the physical nature was free and all the psychology was imprisoned. So once again the blossoms expectation remained unfulfilled, again they got compiled to adjust evil spirit. The future that they have started to see was re-eroded. As they began to feel that earth stop to rotate. However, the situation does not remain stable. The next blossoms came more revolutionary then ex-blossoms. They started to pick up the voice of liberation, as a result diabolic spirit became unable to face and flew away which brought sign of freedom and each and every chain psychology were set free, each and every soul gained a right to live under the canopy of owns aspiration as well as desiration in a same momentum , I was also awarded a freedom.
Today all the hunted wants are going to be overcome and I am capable to go in nature and return from there without any hesitation. There is no any agent to create a block in my way but in future, there may be the creation of next block. In against of such block, I fought a past and if needed I will fight in future. As the group of upcoming blossoms in my sight to fight against such non moral creation.
Suman Neupane
NIC, Dillibazar

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